With ear plugs wedged deep into my ears and a foam-lined box locked onto my head, Utmost Restraint is in full control of my body – even with my hands free. He has control over my head, and if you can control a person’s head, you can control everything. I am at his mercy, and thankfully he takes good care of me. Beginning in a seated position, my nipples are quickly tied with string to my toes. This comes into play once Utmost Restraint introduces a vibrator to my pussy, as I tend to squirm and squeal.

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It had been a long time since I last experienced cathartic crying within a BDSM context, and on this day Utmost Restraint skillfully guided me there. Perched upon a spinning stand of discomfort built by Utmost Restraint himself, I learned what standing on my toes for an hour felt like – thankfully there was an ass hook to remind me not to lower my body too much 🙂 After a nice bare-handed spanking, paddling, caning and flogging, my ass went from a snowy white to a cherry red hue. On this day my nipples were OVERLY sensitive thanks to my monthly hormonal surge, and therefore I found the nipple clamps incredibly painful. All these things, in addition to facing a giant fear of mine – the cattle prod – left me a wet, slobbering mess while orgasming many, many times. Needless to say, it was a pleasure to play with Utmost Restraint.

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